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How do you know when you love someone? Is it the feeling when you see them all you can do is smile, even if its not working out between you too? Is it when you think about them it feels like there butterflys in your tummy? Is it the feeling that you would have to kill your self if you stoped talking to that person or if you lost them to someone else? Do you feel crazy when you dont hear from that person for a hour? Day? Week? Do you miss that person right after they leave? Are they the only thing you think about? Can you only see yourself with that person? Do you watch them from far away, when there not looking? Do you write them love letters and they never reiceve them? When you say "I LOVE YOU!" doesnt it mean that you acually love that person? Does it hurt you to hear the person you love say " I LOVE YOU" to another person? Do you listen to love songs wishing that the person you love would be singing them to you? Do you watch love movies wishing that, thats how you and the person you love turn out in life? Do you keep your phone close to you at all times to make sure you dont miss that spechial call, youve been waiting for? Do you want to be with that person 24/7? Are you afriad that if you say " I LOVE YOU" to that person they wont say it back? Are you afriad to act the way you acually act with your friends becausae you think that the person you love wont like you, or will think your weird? When you close your eyes do you only see that person and you? Do you love to kiss that person? Are hugs from that person more speachial then anything in the world? Would you be lost without this person? Have you cried over this person? Have you heard them say "I LOVE YOU" to you? Do you remember excactly how you met them? Do you get jelous if you see them with other people? Do you miss them right now? If you know there comming over, do you wait looking out the window for them? Do they always cross your mind? Do you wake up with tears in your eyes, thinking of them? Are you thinking of that person right now? Does that person love someone else? Do they talk to other people about you? Are they embarressed of you? Do you love there laugh? Have you made them laugh? have they made you laugh? Do you just always want to look in there eyes? Can you share you love out to the world for this person? Can they do the same about you? Do you love hearing there name? Are they the only thing you talk about? Have you ever thought about what it would be like if you two got married? Do you think your love will last that long? I LOVE YOU!!!
^^That is how i feel about a very spechial person in my life..Yeah nothing happened today...but later 2night chuys comming over!! n yeah i ono what were guna do but its all cool i love when he comes over!! Yeah if anyone is wondering who i wrote that for..its for CHUY!! no wonder huh? but yeah i thoguht i had to show how i acually feel about him..hella ppl say im too young to know what love feels like but i KNOW this is love!! i hope he feels the same way!! ..well ima go watch sumin.. write in here later ((maybe))
LOVE YA!!
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| HmMm..nm happened yesterday or today...but yeah it was cool i hung out wit j.m.e wich i havent dun 4 a real long time..n it was cool...we watched hella movies n stuff...it was all good...n den 2day me j.m.e n chuy hung out it was cool...n later chuys commin over to watch movies wit me..how sweet huh?..lol...well ima go... ttyl payce out homies!!
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| OOOOMMMMGGGG...i did the MOST outragious thing i never ever tohught i would do..yesterday...well yeah me n kristine skinny dipped in shelter creek pool..lol wow huh?...well skools been good i guess...if u can say that not TOO much shits been talkd bout me lol.. but yeah. im still waitin for chuy n me to get together it feels like i juss cant wait ne more.. but i no i can cuz i acually can say i love him.. n yes ive been waitin for the longest time.. but ima still wait til hes ready. i hope its soon.well ima go.
-Lots Of Love
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|   ...TODAY WAS A HELLA AWSOME DAY!! we got out at 12:20 so it was all cool...den me n deedee n zack n dante walkd to the salvation army..n went to wendies...FUCK YOU((burp)) den me n deedee went places n went to my house n met up wit chad..n den we all juss hung out n chilled...n den after chuy came over n we broght them home..n den me n chuy juss talkd it was a hella good conversation..i loved it.. n yeah were really good again...damn i wana go out wit him so bad!!! ERRR... oh well...i juss gota wait n hope...well gtg write 2amro!!
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| Damn da weekend..was AWSOME!!...fucking crazzzzy shit...ok friday me n kristine...juss kickd it at my house n did nuttin but we watchd hella movies n it was all cool...OH n b4 dat we got kickd out of jc pennys 4ever!! loooooong story lol... n Saterday was cool...we went n met up wit dee dee n her bf ryan... lol hella cool..n we went too mcie D's n went to my house..n got my stuff n we were off to her house den the "movies" lol but yeah we kickd it wit dante his brother n his friend justin it was cool..n we went bak too her house n watchd the notebook a really good n sweet movie..damn i wish dat can happen in real life. n 2day...we woke up n went to target to get food..n we went n saw chuy.. n yeah..den i went to get my belly peirced once again..n we were at the place n nething..n da guy sed he cant perice it cuz im too "SMALL" wtf? what does hieght have to do with gettin ur belly perirce? wth? but neways the rest of the day i was at my house juss chillin like a villian lol..but yeah dis weekend was good except...nvm...i cant take it no more..
mood...depressed confused lonely n sad..
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